Here is some bad news.....

As everybody by now should know, May-Ling has been very sick..
She had a brain tumor that was almost impossible to get rid of. All the treatment she had been given worked only so so...
Today 6th of March 2008 round the clock of 6 PM local time Japan Tokyo.. May-ling passed away.
The operation she had 2 weeks before today went bad. An important blood vain in her brain was cutt. The surgeons where able to fix it though.
She has been in a coma for a week. In the last week she was alive she had a bad seisure Unfortunatly this was probably a warning things didnt go to well.
During the day of March the 6th May-ling got a nother seizure and because of this the vain that was cutt broke.. the doctors couldnt stop the internal bleeding anymore.. and round the clock of 6 PM Japan time.. May-ling has given up her fight.
So everybody who burned a candle for her, Prayed for her well beeing, ETC. I want to thank you all verry much for your efforts.
Thank you for caring for someone you have never meet and thank you for helping me.
My MayMaychan is no longer here, but im sure where ever she is right now she will be happy. I pray shell be happy. She is back with her Mom and Dad who had died in her 16th year due to a plane crash..

My thoughts go to her Husband Fujimori Satoshi and her dearest friends closeby Haruka and Tomoki.
Even though she is not here anymore shell never leave my heard and in my memories i will always be able to see her..

Thank you all once again for all the support and Caring it mend a lot to me and im sure to May-Ling and Satoshi as well.
May-ling will be buried in the family graf she had for her parents this saturday round 4 PM local japanese time.

~ You are always gonna be in my heart ~
~ No matter where you are, Ill never let you part ~
~ I'll remember to love and care as you taught me ~
~ You are always going to be my best friend till the end of my time ~
~ Listning to a sad song, its like time is on pause ~
~ I'll listen to it, till i am able to sing an other song ~
~ For many days, i'll probably be crying ~
~ I will probably be thinking about you with everything i do ~
~ You will always be inside my heart ~
~ There you will always have your own place ~
~ I know I had a part in your heart ~
~ Now and forever you will always be the one ~
~ I do not say dont cry, You said to me it was fine to cry ~
~ You are my best friend, And ill never forget you ~
~ Ill never forget what you have done and given me ~

Aishiteru Zutto
Sayonara Maymaychan

Love 中島密Anya Hisoka Sam.

"Kizu tsuite hito wa Uso o Oboeru kedo
Afureru namida wa Kodomo no koro no mama"

People learn to lie, through being hurt
But the tears down our faces Just as when we were children

Idio (Indian) by YUKI KAJIURA ((may-ling her fav song))

哀しい歌をふいに思い出した
夏の毛布にもぐり込んだ夜なのに
冷たい雨に足を速めても
失くしたものに届かないと泣いていた 君の歌

家に帰る道では指を離ずに
遠い電車の音　優しい海鳴りに変えた
二人で

子供の頃に読んだIndioの南え
船の出る時間を二人ではら、書いたノート
乾いた風に翳り無い大陽
幻の大地を私だけが彷徨ってる　今も

君のくれたもの忘れたくなくて
遠い海鳴りに耳を澄ます
一人で

Romanji:

kanashii uta wo fuini omoi dashita
natsu no moufu ni moguri konda yoru na noni
tsumetai ame ni ashi wo hayametemo
nakushita mono ni todokanaito naiteita kimi no uta

ie ni kaeru michi de wa yubi wo hanasezuni
tooi densha no oto yasashii uminari ni kaeta
futari de

kodomo no horo ni yonda Indio no minami e
fune no deru jikan wo futari de hara, kaita NOOTO
kawaita kaze ni kageri nai daiyou
maboroshi no daichi wo watashi dake ga samayotteru ima mo

kimi no kureta mono wasure takunakute
tooi uminari ni mimi wo sumasu
hitori de

English:
Suddenly, I remembered a sad song
Though it was night, I went underwater in the blanket of summer
Even if I had quicken my pace in the cold rain,
I would cry if I didn't find something I lost... your song.

In the way back home, without releasing your fingers in my mind,
The sound of the distant train changed into a gentle sea rumbling, Together with us.

I called out for you when I was a child, toward Indio's south
We were together before the ship left, then I wrote on my notebook
The sun was not clouded, in that dry wind.
Only I am wandering through the illusionary land, even now

I don't wanna forget what you haven given me,
And I'll listen carefully to the sea rumbling far away
On my own